Sunday, February 17, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@10:13 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i will be leaving for SYDNEY in three days timeee (WEDNESDAY!)
omg i have so much to do with so little time. I cant believe we're leaving already; three months of just bumming around has gone so fast, and truly i have mastered the skill of just 'doing-nothing'. it's gona be a very bitter-sweet departure. ):
It's been the best summer holiday anyone could ask for (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@4:04 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
( i shall update soon about alex's birthday party, all the photos are on facebook! (: and and and, alex i love youu! )Chinese New Year! (: many poker nights with
juncai phooi james kane priss joshua nic dharham and his brother and cai's friends. it went by really really quick i must say; and one more week left i'm going off to sydney! omg, so soon so soon! But yes, so many things has happened and I cant remember all of them! but I'll try.
this is the first year since my uncle passed away that we celebrated chinese new year, and i must say it has been a joy to 'relive' the traditions. I met all my favourite aunts and uncles (: cousins and everyone! HAHAH when i grow up i must make sure that i have a really big family.
so anyway, a few nights ago, we met alex and cai at indochine then we went to the areana to meet the melb people and their friends (: omg, it was the bomb. i loveeeed it.
I'm confirm flying off on the 21st now. yikes!
(gosh, i'm so lazy to blog these days)
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Tuesday, February 05, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@3:01 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
I just got my wish. (:
besides that, I got to spend a really awesome time with my BFFL today. things couldnt be any better.
love.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Monday, February 04, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@12:49 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Omg, I dont know what to do to like contain my smile. I find myself smiling/ grinning at the weirdest smallest moments in the day and i cant help it. HAHAH
I think it's time to put this infatuation to a stop because it's becoming much more to me.
but i cant seem to stop beautiful.
SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE> i feel like a small kid in a candy shop.
this is really random but talking about smiling, it's really a wonder how my whole family can ever smile again like this'
( my parents were on my paper pashing aways as well. goodness!)
It's been about three years since ah ku died and to be able to smile again as a hhhuuuugggeee family is really something. it must take alot for celine and auntie doreen to even break a grin, and yet we all do so; as a family. We just had our chinese reunion dinner at my three-ee's place last night! (: steamboat, durian, korean bbq.. omg, it was a major pigging out feast.
my biggest fear: FOOODDD.
i have to keep to my words: become anorexic! ): but it's been a really BIG failure so far.
my mum loves chinese new year because of all the old traditions, so i love chinese new year too. (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Saturday, February 02, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@3:12 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Some times when I read blogs about their 'broken hearts' and all their emo-ness, I pause and think how lucky i am that i'm not going through it. Talk about sourness? I dont think what i feel is sourness but actually relieve. Well yes I do like someone in my life now, but it's not something that I wana go through pain with. I mean, I'm going to sydney and he's... I've always thought that long-distant relationships dont work; but deep down with him, I wana try.
My daddy is so cute. He's worried that I would remain single for the rest of my life because I'm not dating now. HAHAH! daddy dont worry, it's just that i dont see the point in going into a relationship now and then having to go through the pain and missing of each other when you're overseas already.
Of course I want to have a boyfriend, I mean who doesnt. To feel loved, to be taken care of, to be treated like a princess. But at the same time, I want the next one to be one that I see a future with and not just the present.
okay enough with my rambling. Chinese New Year is coming! And this year we can celebrate. (:
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@11:15 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Ah, the silly innocent childish love that we all miss.My 12 year old brother is at the stage where girls are into him, and he's into girls. (thank God) and i must say it's mighty cute. I dont know if I'm the best sister to give relationship advice, since i always screw up my own relationships, but i mean hey, all my younger sisters arnt any better either. HAHAH
Seeing him all like excited when he likes a girl, (he's go pretty good taste) is seriously adorable. Being in an American school also helps i suppose; they start young. I came home from Melbourne and my brother just amazes me time and time again. His cracked low voice,his HEIGHT!, and girls, He does the sweetest things ever. I was gone for not more than four months, and he has already matured so so much. Whoever said that boys can be sweet, My brother is a fine example. hahaha!
oh boy, my brother's gona be a heartbreaker.
So Girls, you better hold onto your heart because this boy is gona take you for a ride.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
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Last footprint@9:42 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Hello beautiful, tonight it's you that's gona make me fly.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Monday, January 28, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@12:10 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Sunday, you could have been the most cheap-thrilled day of my holidays. Okay I admit, I've got the silliest crush on you, because you always know how to make my day better, lighter and always always more beautiful. After church, I had one of the longest xtrainers meeting Ever. but it was fun, considering everyone was back together in the same room; even the army boys.
So then I rushed to take my eyesight at eye werks, and then i met SARINA for dinner! (: kat, nana and i went to our old time favourite essential brews at holland v. ah, it was just so nice catching up and doing what we do best, (:
after that, we took a cab down to deb's birthday party at her house. I must say it was the cherry of the day. i've not seen her in such a long time and yet, it felt just like old times. we've not changed at all, and it was bittersweet.
The past week or so:
This much be my lucky week or so because i've been having a whole string of good luck. (: Won money over poker games, out with my BFFL glenn on his two off days, shisha-ing at Arab street with the melbourne people. It was bliss. Always a new adventure, a new memory formed .
I did my double eye lid surgery on monday. (: HHAHA! it took TONS of courage, but the experience was overall a fun one. So I'm gona start this 'tradition' of doing something absolute absurd every year.
2007: got a tatt
2008: got a pair of double eye lids.
HAHAH! it was a mighty expensive change though. So now i'm stuck at home waiting for the swell to come down. I feel like you know 'extreme make-over' ?? HAHHAH just, not that extreme. I wont say that i DID plastic surgery, because i didnt. it was more of a corrective surgery. due to all the hereditary thing anyway. Long story.
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Friday, January 25, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@10:40 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Because baby, you know that I'm holding on to you.
i love my chill-out moments at indochine, dancing to the best mix at Play (they have awesome music) with my dearest friends, the slow starts of the day, the i-should-not-exert-myself-at-the-gym-today moments and just the beautiful memories I have made this 2008.
2008's gona be massive, I can feel it. (:
I'll update soon! much love. <3
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 ♥
Last footprint@11:11 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
I have alot on my mind right now.
Can people be really happy just the way they are and look?
I'm sure deep down, everyone wants something changed about their body.
But when will it ever be enough?
♥ Love, your pathetic excuse
